Haha Well it's been a long while since I been on. Sorry all ^^' I miss you all <3 *hugs everyone who reads the journal* I got a job that's a few blocks from my house T.T and some days I work twice. I got to work come home for an hour just to go back to work Dx And when I'm done with work I'm tired. And Ihate milk now. It's out to get me. On saturdays and sundays I do a job where I have to lift heavy bags of milk into crates and the bags never want to coorperate. Then I have to put the crates in machines and the place where the milk goes is some what high.And it never wants to just go in. It wants to go to the side and hit a crate of milk already in the machine or go to ther other side and hit the side of the machine. Then again, I might just be really weak. So yes I hate milk. Plus it tripped me. Milk is out to get me, I know it. And my mom and I have been fighting alot so I try and avoid being in a room with her...which she's normally in the living room and that's where the comp is so yeaaaa. And I've been all emo depressed for a few months so I just want to be alone annnyways. And I had orientation for the school i'm going to and I start school tommorow. Which I'm so nervous about x.x' Not just about going to a new school and stuff but when I come home I have to ride the schools bus to a point then catch a pittsburgh bus to somewhere, then wait and catch a bus that will take me to my town T.T And it's all confusing and I've never ridden the bus before, 'cept for the school bus but I don't think that counts. And I'm probably gonna screw up because I screw up pretty much everything I do ^^' And I'll get lost and end up lost in Pittsburgh...alone. All alone x.x' I don't want to be all alone in a big city! T.T' I don't think anything else really new with me I don't do much else except go to work then come home. And now go to school and go to work on the week ends OH today I picked up a day and I was working pots which I just hand wash all the pots and pans during lunch. And there's this nozzle for squirting the stuff, and I'm not totally sure how to use it yet because I haven't many jobs in Pots. But I was rinsing a pot that'd been made to use melted cheese, ick. And I squirted the pot and the water went from the pot to my eye x.x' I hit myself with cheesey water...in the eye. Yes that is how lame I am. Isn't it great Oh I also managed to hit myself with a door knob recently. Don't ask how. Oh and I hit my ankle with a chair I was flipping during work sunday and now I have a bruise ooo and in the dishroom which is really slippery I slipped and fell and I had a stack of dirty bowls in my hands but I only broke 1 bowl ^^' Skills. lol. So yes...that's all. HAI EVERYONE I LOVE YOU ALL<3 And I miss you Once I get use to my schedule with school and such I'll try to log on more ^^' Sorry for being gone for a long time. But I'm going to bed, because I'm actually tired for some reason.